Indifferent , crude impulses
Relentlessly disgusted with oneself but unable to resist
I crave!
You like Dionysus from a paper cup emerge
And blaze!
Emerging from the paternal thighs of wisdom and the green fire
Curling around the loins
You disturb!
The still waters that lay putrid in silence
Fire then cannot bear you, air then cannot breath you in
The water nymphs cannot have you,
The forest blazes around you
As you set in yourself in a rush,
With lowered eye ,you move
To only arch your body to the sky
You scream
Ecstasy
The impulses are yours
Disgust turns delight
Blood becomes beauty
And I feed!