Tangle
How often do you think you are beautiful
How often do you tangle your hair in a life long ivy,
Twining with each other in mangled thoughts
How often do you turn your pencil in your index thumb and stare out at a cloud
From the corner o your eye
How often do you roll your thoughts and smoke out the air curling away
How often do you drift away in a blue haze
How often do you cry in a muffled way
In a cold motionless way,
How often do you erase all that comes across ,
Nothing remains ,but dots in horizons and a wind filled rush to fly
Through the swinging doors
Through the strings of birds streaking across the velvet red sky
How often do you then wish you could stand on that edge
And simply let go and
Fly.
Under what cupcakes of Desire…
It was in these shallowest of nights
we discovered that there are salts in our wounds
that glisten in the night
where the stars are hidden
in an angry delight
then under what cup cakes of desire do we lie
under what haze haunting street does that desire gets washed awayso what is that thirty thriving mongrel
within me that washes away that piece of dizzy desire
and to what heights then do I climb to dangle
these are stray moments which dart out
and catch that longing
longings which lie still and then arise out
of that marshy moment where that last hand that stretches out
and disappears in the hollowness of it all !Then out of all that you
Reappeared gently
Your breath was a whisper ,
a husky corn in a field where gold rushes in,
And in that public private gaze and your dark eyelashes stare,
Intently and your whisper then becomes that blade which strikes
And then comes that
Thirst!
And Blaze
Indifferent , crude impulses
Relentlessly disgusted with oneself but unable to resist
I crave!
You like Dionysus from a paper cup emerge
And blaze!
Emerging from the paternal thighs of wisdom and the green fire
Curling around the loins
You disturb!
The still waters that lay putrid in silence
Fire then cannot bear you, air then cannot breath you in
The water nymphs cannot have you,
The forest blazes around you
As you set in yourself in a rush,
With lowered eye ,you move
To only arch your body to the sky
You scream
Ecstasy
The impulses are yours
Disgust turns delight
Blood becomes beauty
And I feed!
a sharp cry
slipped in between the alleys
You scaled down the walls
When the world was getting washed in red and purple
Floated in the middle of it all,
there was a sharp cry,
unnoticed by all,
invisible ,muffled ,mute and in all of it there was that which made sense,Stirring the stillness,
A dull cry, a motionless riddle, a parable untold
Waiting, dribbling from the mumble of words,
In a system of lines,
That dart in and out scratching the surface
You in the quietness of it all
Emerged
While I waited.
Yellow moon
No I do not want suck your cock young man,
Simply want to gaze
Your face reflecting the yellow moon.
On your half eaten life
Of what can be seen and what can be held.
The leaves rot in rain
Tears roll down when I see that light shine
And that night falls glistening,
On your shirt top
The taxi rides away
You stare ahead,
The longing lingers
The moon fades,
Day break!The puzzle remains wet
Olli pub
Shadows are curling
Around your eyes
The eye lashes are flickering
The lamplight lit
Your face un crumples
The cold air breathes in,
And all that caves in
Where the folks are frozen in timeless buzz.The yellow liquid in glass fills in with clinks
Serendipity
Time draws in the monk and the traveler ,
And I drink bitterness..A fast Train
Kindness makes me cry
The rains make me wet
The boys vacant gaze makes me pause
There is rocking, screeching
Slow nodding face
More wetness around my eye.
Rocking hard
The water streams
Me slowly getting a wet face
Drops on these words
Careless clutter clatters
My head nods .
The boy now sleeps
Head bent
And outside they all wait
More rain as all get wet slowly
Waiting!A strange wetness
Where can I find you
in what pale colors
in what eyes
in what drink ,in what lives
can I feel.
Now the heaviness, the corporal thought,
The mute glue that wets,
The sad stray catch,
The pining hapless helpless jaw gapes ,
At the wall which climbs so high,
The shadow on it, I try catch
Death and divine merge,
feet falters as I leap ,You see me fall in dreamless, deathless way,
So when can I see you I ask,
while falling
The answer is in mute,
The stickiness remains
The cloud gathers
Mute.!
Later there is rain!
